So I found a place
To a place you wandered  
I went to that place
Thinking I wouldn't see you there
Just when I'm NOT thinking of you
There you are.
Magically appearing out of nowhere
Maybe not in person
But in  a sign, a number, a picture
Or my personal favorite...
Lyrics to a song
Anything really, that reduces me to tears
Stirs up some fond distant memory
That I try so hard to get away from
That little place in my mind
That place where I keep you locked up
But every once in awhile
You sneak in
And make an appearance
Forcing me to shoo you away
I don't want to think about you
I don't want to be reminded of you
I can easily replace you
But I just can't seem to forget about you...
You're almost like a ghost
Haunting me
Following me
But only in the hallways of my mind
Even as I recite this
I'm only talking to you in my mind
I'VE GONE MAD
I'M GOING INSANE
For you do not exist anymore
Only mere thoughts
That I may soon
Just give up
Let go of
Because I want you gone!
I can't think of you
I can't be reminded of you
You have been replaced
But still I can't forget about you....

Sarah
9/11/08