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i never thought

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 11, 2008, 12:33 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: jewel and I's ramblings
  • Reading: chuck pulickajlk;......lol
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: ...
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: killians irish red
here I am. Trying to get some drunken words out of my mind. And I simply cant do it. I feel very loved at the moment. Spending some time with the most wonderfulest person (jewel my best friend). And having someone waiting for me to come home... Drinking one of my favoritest beers and smoking a cigarette, while trying to quit. Life is wonderful.

Falling in love all over again. With some one from my past. I never thought that would happen again. Totally unexpected. Im not afraid. Im not unwilling. I love it. And i hope it only get better. For the first time in almost 3 years Im happy. I didnt think that would be possible again. It has opened me up. I feel again. I think that actual act of making love has made me a person again. No more drunken mistakes, no more "lonliness"...the feeling of human touch from the opposite sex...is unexplainable. Just a simple kiss and feeling the love in that is pure bliss..... I know that the people I know on here dont really care...but I think that I should share my happiness with my small world.

All in all these are my drunken thoughts...they are like'...a horse fly and needed to be swatted with the fly swatter...."
laughing out loud

life is wonderful,Be happy in everything you do. You may have regrets and mistakes...but these things make us human....

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: sin city
  • Interests: sad music, black & white photography, writing
  • Favourite band or musician: Too many favorites
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative, classic rock, electronic
  • Favourite poet or writer: George Orwell
  • Favourite photographer: Old school...Ansel Adams and the like
  • Favourite style of art: black & white film
  • Favourite game: LOVE
  • Favourite cartoon character: Yoshi

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Devious Comments

~silentshadeofGRAY1:iconsilentshadeofGRAY1: Jul 5, 2008, 1:38:43 PM Mood: Love
Hey there, I want to thank you so much, for reading of my material. God knows no one in the last year has really read it. Thanx for your comments. I think maybe the the first two pages contains my more current stuff. But I thank you so dearly..

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"We were around Barstow when the drugs begin to take hold."

RAUL DUKE- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
*scarredsodeep:iconscarredsodeep: May 28, 2008, 9:36:58 AM
Thanks for the fave and the watch!

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Everything was beautiful. Nothing hurt.
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: May 27, 2008, 10:41:42 PM
so many people
but it feels so lonely

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe
~Ozotje:iconOzotje: May 8, 2008, 3:04:54 AM
Thanks for the fav! :hug:

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Bey ,bey
Dineke
~Sir-Heartsalot:iconSir-Heartsalot: Jan 18, 2008, 3:19:04 PM
Hey great gallery! Very enjoyable!

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Ex Astris, Scientia
~ulve:iconulve: Nov 21, 2007, 6:15:53 AM
thanks for fav X3

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...So Seek The Wolf In Thyself...
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: Nov 20, 2007, 11:52:02 PM
thank You and your welcome :)

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: Nov 20, 2007, 11:51:41 PM
your welcome :)

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: Nov 20, 2007, 11:51:11 PM
oh your welcome! :D

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe
*Sheblackdragon:iconSheblackdragon: Nov 20, 2007, 5:15:42 PM
Thanks for the fav! You look very pretty in your photos! :)
*EaterOfWorlds:iconEaterOfWorlds: Nov 19, 2007, 4:11:13 AM
Thanks for the fav! ;)

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"Do I look like someone who cares about what God thinks?" -Pinhead (Hellraiser: Bloodline)
~MPtribe:iconMPtribe: Nov 18, 2007, 8:21:50 PM
thx alot for d fave...!!

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In Life, There's something better we shouldn't Know, Do, Learn, Think, See, Hear, or Talk about it... Or we take the regret... Forever....

-Mike-
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: Nov 18, 2007, 1:55:05 PM
yeah...my internet is back in my room. It was down for a while...my room is a WOW nerd.LOL so I never get the computer.....plus I havent written anything worth posting. And I've been drinking like a fish...still nothing

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe
~silentshadeofGRAY1:iconsilentshadeofGRAY1: Oct 17, 2007, 8:55:30 AM
i havent heard from u in awhile..

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"We were around Barstow when the drugs begin to take hold."

RAUL DUKE- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
~ihatenature:iconihatenature: Aug 19, 2007, 5:50:12 PM
You have been admired!

~ You can admire the person who admired you
~ You cannot admire a person more then once
~ You must do 10 other people
~ You can do random admires
~ You must do this if you admire some ones art work!

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- "This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper." - TS Eliot
~silentshadeofGRAY1:iconsilentshadeofGRAY1: Jul 29, 2007, 3:32:24 PM
well....haha, i liked. Idk how to describe it. The thought in the middle, well mostly near the end, of how he went to all the torutre and stuff. There was a sense that the life were living is very fabricated. Idk, it was a mix of emotions, it hit me all at once, and i was over come with such unexplainable thoughts...it was just left me wanting me to read more of anything, even though i was done...idk hahah

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"We were around Barstow when the drugs begin to take hold."

RAUL DUKE- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: Jul 29, 2007, 1:41:19 PM
what? That is my all time favorite book!
Tell me what you think. I have read that book like 6 times.

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe
~silentshadeofGRAY1:iconsilentshadeofGRAY1: Jul 28, 2007, 7:19:41 PM
you likw george orwell? thats awsome, i just fininshed 1984, a couple weeks ago..

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"We were around Barstow when the drugs begin to take hold."

RAUL DUKE- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
~silentshadeofGRAY1:iconsilentshadeofGRAY1: Jul 28, 2007, 7:18:46 PM
thanx for the watch.. Did i leave a comment on one of your works? or did u just come across my page?...

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"We were around Barstow when the drugs begin to take hold."

RAUL DUKE- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: Jul 28, 2007, 6:10:08 PM
My inspiration for writing has left me. Nothing has come to mind in days and it's killing me.

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe
~Zaphod-Beeblebrox58:iconZaphod-Beeblebrox58: Jul 27, 2007, 9:27:58 PM
have a great day, you look beautiful in the photo, btw

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De temps en temps,
Le Bon Dieu rit a me voir
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: Jul 27, 2007, 7:36:51 PM
lol you have a point there.

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe
~Zaphod-Beeblebrox58:iconZaphod-Beeblebrox58: Jul 27, 2007, 3:10:19 PM
Happy birthday!
Bonne Anniversaire!
and all that jazz...

But if you are going to drink, do it responsibly yadayada..

but I think you rather be merry ;), it is the conventional wisdom to marry sober..

Have a great day and time

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De temps en temps,
Le Bon Dieu rit a me voir
~AeternusSecuritas:iconAeternusSecuritas: Jul 26, 2007, 10:28:35 PM Mood: Euphoric
Tomorrow is the day of my birth.
I shall drink and be marry!!!!

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left." Marilyn Monroe